there is nothing that can take the pain away. but eventually you will find a way to live with it, there will be nightnamres
and everyday when you wake up, it will be the first thing you think of, until one day, there will be the second thing......
there is nothing that can take the pain away. but eventually you will find a way to live with it, there will be nightnamres
and everyday when you wake up, it will be the first thing you think of, until one day, there will be the second thing......
我狂力抓著前幾天的美好....但似乎....如同之前所預測....過了12點..一切都回到了最平凡的一切..我一直責怪自己破壞了之這間的有趣..
是我在相談甚歡時...突然聽了會讓她不爽的事情...然後一切的美好都因為這樣停止了...
每當和你有什麼插曲,自已內心就會感到很痛苦....似乎無法專心做任何事情...我想著如果今天外派其他地方上班了....或許再也沒有理由或藉口非要
和你見面了...似乎對彼此都是種解脫嗎?想著你曾經說的:是否要離開台灣我才能專心的過自己的生活,是否自已才能讓自己回到原來的生活....~有時仍放不下
這幾個月下來…自己試圖把對你做不好的事情..利用還有聯繫時都能盡力做好..
但或許心意已決的你..對這些舉動也覺得沒必要這樣…或者你也覺得我本來就不是會做這些事情的人,何必要勉強和為難自己呢?